I FEEL SiCK!

Sometimes i believe i feel too much, my feelings consume me. I feel sick came about after the feeling of fear, worthlessness, and believing i was invaluable. breaking out in hives, bursting into tears, face hot, and body shaking from just the thought of losing. The fear of failure. Failing at game nobody taught me how to play, i didn't know existed, and nobody knows the rules to.